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With a hoarse voice, under the blankets

“Kylo, honestly,” Rey’s voice struggled along with her body as she attempted to support her 6’4" boyfriend into his apartment. “How did you even get down the stairs if you can barely walk two feet without me?”

Kylo groaned, head lolling back as he pushed off of her and leaned into the wall in the hallway, hands grasping it as he followed it to his bedroom door.

“I didn’t want,” his voice was raspy as he turned his head to let out a large sneeze. “To disappoint you. We’ve had this night planned all month.”

Rey huffed as she followed him as he stumbled into the room and onto his excessively large bed, “Only you would convince yourself that I’d rather you make yourself even more sick to the point where you can’t even walk than stay in bed and get healthy.”

Whatever he said in response was muffled by the pillow he had pushed his face into as he sprawled face-down on the bed. She sighed and pulled his shoes and socks off, being sure to place the shoes on his cleaning rack and the socks in the proper hamper. The last thing she wanted was for him to wake up distraught by misplaced laundry, not forgetting the first time she had spent the night.

She looked at the suit he was wearing and bit her lip, wondering if it would be inappropriate to take it off so he could sleep better. Without waiting too long, she leaned over to unclasp his belt and pulled off his pants, placing the duvet cover over him as congested snores began almost immediately.

A few hours later, Rey padded back into the room, armed from her short trip to the store with theraflu and other assorted medicines. Kylo’s body moved a little as she sat on the edge of the bed, her hand rubbing his back under the covers.

He didn’t respond, so she began placing everything on the nightstand, humming softly into the silence. A hand reaching for hers startled her, but he gripped it and brushed his thumb across it, tugging her down.

“Rey,” he spoke for the first time in four hours, voice raspy with sleep and sickness. “I love you, you know that right?”

He was still buried under the duvet she had placed over him, but she heard him clear enough and smiled. Laughing gently, she squeezed his hand. “I know that, Kylo. Go back to sleep, I’ll be here when you wake up.”

With more strength than she thought he still had, he threw the covers open and tugged her down to lay beside him, covering them both back up. Freeing her hand, she brushed matted hair off his face, eyes closed again in contentment as she curled towards him.

Her thumb brushed against his cheek as he began snoring again, so unusually vulnerable like this.

“I love you, too, Kylo.”

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16! 🌸💕💖 thank you!

Someone else asked for this as well!

Over and over again, till it’s nothing but a senseless babble.

It had been a year since they had last touched each other, separated by distance, emotion, and ideology – but Rey still shuddered under his touch. And Kylo still knew all the right buttons to press, push, and lick.

“You missed me,” he whispers into her skin as he kissed her stomach, tight from her constant training. It wasn’t even a question, just a statement – he knew exactly how she felt, more than she did sometimes.

He knew all her weaknesses and instead of responding she arched into him as his fingers twisted deep inside of her, thumb grazing her clit making her whimper.

Kylo nipped at her hipbone as he went lower, “You can’t even speak you’re so needy. Does he not satisfy you?”

Rey tensed at the acknowledgement that Kylo knew more than she wanted him to know. He growled as she stopped her reactions to him, raising his head to stare at her, “You’re with me right now, Rey.”

With her name he pinched her clit and made her cry out, panting as she bent her legs towards her chest in silent prostration, begging him for more. Always more. She didn’t know how they had lasted a year without each other, without this.

He finally reached her promised land and placed a soft kiss on her clit before the tip of his tongue circled around it slowly, flicking over it every so often. The mewls coming out of her were tinged with pain and frustration, the ever presence of more – but he always teased her this way. Making her remember who she really belonged to, under the ministrations of his hands and tongue, until she was nothing but liquid in his hands.

His tongue pushed between her folds as he gripped her thighs suddenly, large hands pushing them hard to the side down into the bed as he licked and sucked his way to her orgasm.

Rey could only pant and stare down at him, dark hair spread between her legs, Kylo’s eyes closed as he devoured her. Her head flopped back onto the bed, eyes slamming shut as his teeth grazed her clit again. It went on for minutes, the slow thrusting and licking of her pussy combined with small bites around her lips and clit. The pattern was maddening – thrust, curl, lick, suck, nip – over and over again in silence until she felt it build up in the pit of her stomach, the heat and urge between her legs.

Rey could barely stand it and grabbed his hair, trying to push him off. He growled and his fingernails dug into her thighs as he quickened his pace. He never let her go, knew she could never see herself through to orgasm without him to push her through.

She screamed as it hit, clenching her fist in his hair as her other hand dug into the bed, “Fuck! Kylo, mmm.”

He kept at it, knowing the next wave was coming; she sobbed, he knew her so well as her hands went to her nipples, pulling the hard tips as she felt the second one build. Her hips were thrusting into him still, and his hand shifted to circle her clit, brushing up and down on it.

“Oh!” The word escaped her as her second orgasm hit. “Oh, I love you.”

His licks slowed down as she rode it out, and he climbed up her body and the only words she could find were I love you I love I love you. He said nothing as he leaned down to kiss her, hungrily, her cum mixed with his. She didn’t know how he could still use his tongue after that, sucking on it and tasting herself. He broke away and stared at her, but Rey pushed him against her neck as she murmured the words again.

“I love you,” she said as his lips met her neck.

“I love you,” she said when his teeth sucked on it to leave a mark.

“I love you,” she said as his hand found hers, fingers entwining and squeezing in silent response, holding for dear life.

“I love you,” she said as he pushed his cock into her and she sobbed for how right it felt.

“I love you,” she said as she fell asleep in his arms later that night.

“I love you,” he said as she walked away the next morning, once she was out of sight.

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#28: When I am dead

A small hand reached out to feel the cool marble, fingers tracing the name on the gravestone. Everyone had already left – she had pretend to as well, but couldn’t bring herself to do it. No one would have understood why she wanted to stay.

Ben Solo
The Lost One
5 ABY – 40 ABY

Rey sobbed as she remembered when he had told them what he wanted it to say. He had fought with his mother on the name, but she won eventually – he had been her Ben again, in the end. Ben hadn’t thought he deserved it, that he deserved to be known forever as Kylo Ren, the interrogator and butcher of the First Order. Rey never thought they would have to do it so soon, she thought that Ben was just being fatalistic when they were talking about epitaphs and what they should put on each other’s.

She took another gulp of the firewater she had smuggled in her bag, sliding down to sit and stare at the grave.

“You were a caustic jerk, Ben Solo.” She glared at the dirt from the newly dug grave, “I wish I could hate you still.”

Her knees pulled up to her chest and she rested her cheek against them, remembering only a few days ago – when he had said goodbye to her. Not that she had known it at the time.

“I wanted to thank you, Rey. For everything you’ve done to help me.” They were packing up the supplies for the move to Chandrila, where the new government was positioned again. His home planet.

Rey shrugged, “I was just doing my job, it was what the Resistance needed – you’re the one that demanded it, after all.”

Ben had sighed and nodded, but she noticed his fingers twisting around nervously – that was not an emotion Rey was used to seeing with him.

“I know, but all the same. Thank you. I don’t know what I would have been without you.”

Her heart pulled and thumped in her chest, but she remained resolute and said nothing. Her eyes flitted up to meet his once as she nodded her acceptance, but that was it.

Ben gave her a rare, soft smile, “I have to take care of some things. I’ll see you around, Rey of Jakku.”

“Jackass,” she screamed as she threw the bottle of firewater against the tree, shattering it, watching the liquid drip down slowly.

“Why didn’t anybody tell me?” Rey whispered, even though she knew the answer, now. It had been part of the peace accord that had been signed – that he had negotiated. Kylo Ren was to be executed for crimes against the galaxy, along with the rest of the command of the First Order.

Leia said he hadn’t even fought them on it when they came to him with it, that he had accepted it as due course. On one exception – that no one was to know about it until the day of execution. And that was when she found out too – when they had read his name and he had stepped out, free of chains, resolute. She had screamed his name, not caring if anyone heard and wondered why.

He had refused to meet her eyes.

Rey’s hands dug into the fresh dirt of the grave they had dug, those who had wanted to pay their respects for the small good he had done in spite of it all. Her nails broke through small roots as she felt the cool earth in her palms as she knelt over the grave, finally giving in to the sobs that had been threatening the entire time.

No one had known. Not even him, in the end. A tear rolled down her face and dripped onto her hand as she sniffled and stared at the phrase, The Lost One.

“I loved you, Ben Solo.”

Unknown to her, on the other side of the tree stood a man in shades of blue, looking almost like a projection.

“I loved you, too.”

I’ve just seen this: the difference between kylux and that other ship is that rey deserves so much better than kylo and hux doesn’t, peace out. And I’m like ok then Kylo deserves someone who tries to kill him??? Who smiles when Snoke humiliates him??? U.U

I think that type of justification is the kind of backwards thinking and reaching that defines anti-Reylo and I really wish it would stop being a thing.

Nonetheless, I have no interest in getting into a public debate about Kylux as a ship or fandom, as I peacefully have it blacklisted for a reason. Co-exist, ship and let ship. ‘Tis a novel idea. =)

I was thinking about the scene where Luke reconnects with the Force, and he hurriedly goes to find Rey. Did he sense there was another presence on the island besides her? Like, he felt, well, not a disturbance, but something darker was with her or something?

I think the answer is (naturally) ambiguous, but it’s a combination of two things:

1) Rey going into the dark mirror cave. I suspect she did this before or during Luke’s reconnection sequence, and I think he definitely would’ve sensed a dark touch on her after what she went through.

2) He senses Kylo on the island, or a dark presence – which is the same thing for this purpose. So he’s frantic, searching for her.

And then when he sees Rey openly talking and holding hands with Kylo, he goes from fear FOR her to fear OF her – and wants her gone. Immediately.

Just sending this ask to thank you for being a drama free blog! You share the best content too! ;)

Thank you! I don’t know if I’m drama-free, I mean I do reblog posts that chronicle some fandom stuff (like the emo kylo ren thing), but I try not to become embroiled in drama. And my dash is really lovely like that – I had to scroll a long time to get to a post that I felt explained the issues well, so I only have to do one or two of them to get the point across. It’s why I love that people around me are sooo much more eloquent than I am.

And I do tag it to keep it away if needed =)

So I HOPE that still counts as being drama-free for you and that your thanks is still earned ❤ I appreciate it!

Hello!!! Do you think I should read the Force Awakens novel?? Is it bad? Aaaa help!!

If you want a better read, go read the junior novelization – it was pretty good.

I think TFA is worth a read because it really got us through a lot of time with Reylo evidence and metas and stuff, it’s a decent look into the characters and some new scenes. The ADF one is a bit tough to get through as we were talking about earlier, but idk…I’d still recommend it, unless you’re tight on budget then I’d just go through my tag for it and read the relevant sections.

7, 13 & 65 for the unusual asks? (Love seeing your posts on my dash! Hope you have a lovely night!)

Aww thank you ❤ Hope you do as well ^^

7 – what color hair do you have?

I have natural light brown hair with blond/auburn streaks, but ¾ths of it is turquoise and emerald green at the moment! I’ve always had virgin hair, but decided in August I should go crazy and had it dyed in varying shades of mermaid green =) Loooove it, had it re-dyed in December.

13 – any siblings?

yes! one brother, although he’s 10 years older than me so we didn’t really grow up together. However I’m pretty close to him, he’s the best – even though he thinks rey’s parentage reveal is still a misdirect =P lol

65 – what do you wear to bed? 

absolutely nothing, lol. I get very annoyed if I have to wear clothes to bed tbh

unusual asks